Darkness #1

[uberdarkness]

At end of the day as light fades
I can sense the cold
Cold inside not outside
Like my long cold shiver

Body shivers head aches
Brain tired of thinking
Troubles are spinning around my head
Spiralling and cutting deep into my soul

The fall means falling apart
Hate the cold hate the dark hate the night
Hate everything that hurts me inside
Loneliness comes on strong at dead of night

I’m falling deep into a coma
A coma of misery and loneliness
Been here before enough times
But feeling like I don’t want to escape this time

Enough disappointments
Enough loneliness
Tired disillusioned and burned out
I need to find a way to end the pain

Blackness
Darkness
Loneliness
Misery

All my best new friends

Where did the love go ?
Where did the warmth go ?

All died with me
All dead inside

[Piecemaker]

Poignant. Brought tears to my eyes. Felt that way twice.
Somehow managed to stumble through the cold fog and became warmed again with only a brief involuntary shiver now and then that serves to reminds me to appreciate how wonderful it is to be embraced by the warmth.
One foot in front of the other, there's healing warmth ahead.
Have you written any more?

[Saxon]

I used to be a bit ok a lot vampy and this was my favorite poem...

wings in the night

Scatter the ashes and wither the rose
Kissed in the mist where the cold wind blows
Crimson lust whispers "Awaken the night"
Tasting the warmth of the sad lonely bite
Scarlet the cowl of the demon that calls
Lost in the vision of wings as he falls
Down from the starlit kissed heaven of dreams
Reflecting flame wishes from darkened eyes gleam
Spinning in nightmare slow dancing designs
Losing the shadows of in moonlights decline
Haze of black ashes in autumns embrace
Cast into hunger, obsessed with the taste
Visions of loneliness calling your name
Caught in the clod stare to struggle in vain
Tangled in tears of the vines of dark passion
Razor tip licks tease this fatal attraction
Screams of the Morning Star sear through the melody
Heartbeat sweet memories dying in ecstasy
Caught in the waves of an ocean of violence
Perilous lost pleasure in romantic decadence
Peel from the depths of your soul all restraint
With the smile of a devil and the eyes of a saint
Last caress to surrender all the innocence lost
You awake with the fire of gold autumn light
And the sensuous memory of wings in the night.

[crankster]

Uberdarkness,if you are still out there,pm me. I feel like that a lot. Very cold,very tired. It does get better tho...